Funeral

This is just a short post to say it was a year ago today we laid your body in the ground. When reality struck and the tears poured. I never cry in front of people but I lost it after touching your casket, the closest I would get to touching you in this world ever again. I was broken, a mess. To this day the pain I felt from the day you died is just as intense, as crippling and debilitating as it was back then. You had our flag on your coffin and there’s some Haribo in your grave, I turned you into such a big kid by introducing you to Haribo but that was just another thing I loved about you. I know your up there somewhere and I’m going to be with you soon I promise